yo!

dah lme x tulis dlm blog..sori ye blog..

mgg dpan dah blk..hepi gler!!

mlm ni ade saringan basket tuk arena asasi n final asasi got talent..

x leh tgk housemate n classmate perform sbb ade basket 2..

wish me luck la everyone..smlm tdo kul 2 lbh pahtu bgn kul 6 lbh g main basket..

dah la kls kul 8.30,kul 8.15 bru naik n cpat2 g mndi n rushing pegi kls..

fuhh..nasib baik smpat tp mmg ltih gler..spatutnye 2 kls td tp ltih sgt..

ape lg,pontem ar.classmate ajak..naik blk tdo mmg nikmat ar tdo..

skali housemate dtg kjut tp x nak bgn,ltih sgt..dia srh wat kije csc..

sbb due date dia ari ni sblm kul 5..so aku tiru org jela..

senang kije,x yah pkr2..skang ni tgh mngidam mcd...

sum1 tlg bwk mcd kat aku,lpar jgk ni..

x leh mkn berat ptg ni sbb nak lawan..

td tgh main ade la kak degree ni ajar cmne nak main n strategi..

merangkap jd coach ktrang kut..tp tgn aku belok ar..asyik x msuk je bola..

23/12 ni aku blk n aku nak kongsi 1 mcg yg ank murid mak aku antar..

sweet gler,prmpuan deh.

"7 hari",Allah m'cptakn "BUMI" yg dlmnye trdpat

"7 BENUA","7 SAMUDERA" & diatsnya ada "7 LAPIS LANGIT",

dgn hiasan "7 WARNA PELANGI" sebagai tanda "7 BIDADARI"

Muka surat pertama dlm Al-Quran(AL-Fatihah) terdpt "7AYAT" dan

"7 hari lagi" kita akan mnymbut kplngan org yg bce mcg ni..

welcome back..

x de kije

kelmarin, ari ni dan esok cuti..

so kije aku adlh qada tido..

smlm aku bgn kul 1.30 ptg dah tdo kul 9 pg td..

x btl kan..aku bgn dkt kul 6 td 2 pun kwn aku kol..

tutor chem ngan fizik x siap lg jd kne siapkn mlm ni..

smlm main gtar jap..bkn kjap lme jgk..hehehe

dah alang2 beli gitar jd main ar klu x bazir duit..

mggu ni aku x kluar pun sbb nak jmat duit..

tp rmai gler kuat sbb cuti lama..

ni dup kat mcd sbb lpar..x mkn lg hari ni lgpun mengidam fries mcd..

blk nt nak wat tutor chem..tutor math smlm pun ade soklan yg x leh jwb..

kwn kte genius tp tutor pun x leh jwb..tau tiru org je etek..hehehe

i misz her la..smlm tgk playful kiss smpai pg td..hbis bru tido..

mlm sblm 2 aku nangis..dah lme x nangis entah knp air mata aku kuar..

i misz d old times..i misz her..i want to see her..i want to talk to her..

why cant i 4get d past..

everybody has changed and i need 2 change also..

NO mon3y

aku dah officially x de duit..

ni la pndai sgt beli gtar..nyesal la plak..

tp....

what done is done..

skang tgh blaja lgu tuk main kp 'dia'..

hope 'dia' hargai la..

gtar beli 2 sbb 2 jd x de duit..hbs elaun..

pah2 smlm beli sony walkman..dah lame nak beli..

smpai jgk hjat..my sis ni la nak jgk gtar..ngada2btl..

i miss 'dia' la..what to do..

esop puasa sbb nak jmat duit n esop 10 muharam..

i trying to live my life and leave the past..

besday present nor x buat la...nak wat camne dah bhn x smpai ag..

hope smpai cpat..sbb tkut x smpat nak wat..

skang tgh wat tutorial chem..tiru org je tp td dah kne mrh sbb tiru..

nsb la ade mak tiri kat sini..tp bgus jgk sbb aku mls gler nak wat..

dsbbkn tkut ke dia aku wat..hipokrit kan..

tket bas x beli lg..hrap ade la..dah x de duit,cpat la blk..

dup umah x yah gne duit..hehehe

2 sje tuk kali ni..lain kali la plak ye blog ku..

d 1 that got away

i ddcate this song to 'dia'

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash
Never one, we got the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm longer your muse
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/katy-perry-lyrics/the-one-that-got-away-lyrics.html ]

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

notim 2 say

saya rindu awak..

awk dgr x nak

saya ckp sy rindu awk..

sy syg sgt2 kat awk

ape nak jd ngan sy ni

NOTIM ELSE 2 SAY

p3ng@l@m@n

ni gmbr g lpak ict ngan kak aku n gewe dia..

best gler..cntik btul lmpu2..

slacknya ialah amik gmbr x nmpk..

kamera fon je kan so x brape nmpk..

tp puas hati akhirnya dpt pegi biarpun duk kat sini dkat stahun..

best lagi klu dpt bwk 'dia' kat sini..mesti 'dia' suka punye..

tindu nak tgk dia senyum n dgr dia ketawa..

last kitorang kuar skali ialah tahun lps..

1 day,i will taku u here..

lpas round ict ktrang msuk snowalk..

x sme lasum dgn jangkaan aku..

aku ingt snowalk ni kau jln pahtu salji turun..

buka msuk dlm freezer..byran msuk x de la mahal sgt skali ngan sweater..

kasut kena sewa asing klu nak..aku tabik la spe yg msuk pkai slipar je..

sjuk nak mampus dlm 2 smpai aku x rse kaki sndri..

gmbr x amik bnyk sbb sjuk..nk tekan fon pun pyh..

x leh g oversea btl..tp nak jgk..hehehe

'dia' mesti suke klu aku bwk msuk sni..

ktrg x dup lme dlm 2 sbb sjuk sgt..kan x psl2 kne frostbite..

lpas kuar dri snowalk,ktrng pun amik brg n cari teksi tuk pegi kl sentral..time 2 dlm kul 10 lbh..

mmg aku x blk dah mlm 2..ade pak cik teksi ni snggup antar ktrng..nasib baik..

ktrng g drive thru kfc dlu sbb lpar..x mkn mlm ag..

pak cik teksi 2 baik org dia..dia tny ktrg asal mne n ktrng ckp la klntan..

yg wat ktrg trkejut ialah....

dia tau sme jln yg ade kat klntn even jln yg aku x tau..

ktrng tny dia tau mcm mne dia kte dia asal klntn..

ktrg x cye n srh dia ckp kltn skit tp dia x nak..

akhrinye dia ckp jgk,dia org johor n wife dia la org kltn..

sesampai ktrg kat kl sentral, ktrng amik brg kakak aku n pakwe dia n cari teksi d mid valley..

ktrang plan nak tgk midnight movie n tjuk dia ialah PUSS IN A BUT 3D..

best gler cite 2,lwak..aku x hbs2 gelak..

lpas tgk midnight movie ktrg cari teksi ke kl sentral blk..

ktrng lepak kat mc donald smpai pg..aku wat toturial,kakak aku tido n pkwe dia main game..

pkul 5 lbh ktrn g surau  tuk solat n lpas 2 ktrng breakfast kat mc d..

sdp dia punye pancake..lpas breakfast ktrng pegi cari bas tuk aku blk ke u aku..

aku ade kls pkul 10.30 pg..nsb baik bas ade..

aku slm ngan kakak aku dan naik bas..ngantuk gler x tdo 1 mlm..

aku t'tdo dlm prjlnan tp x lena sbb rmai org..

smpai shah alam,aku tnggu bas pg u aku..

dlm kul 10 bas 2 x smpai ag n aku rsau tkut x smpat smpai tuk kls so aku cari teksi..

mahal gler tp t'pksa sbb housemate aku dah bg amaran jgn ponteng kls..

dah la dia kol aku time tgh tgk movie mrh aku x ckp awal2 aku x blk mlm 2..

so aku smpai u aku tpat kul 10.30 and trus lari pg klas..FUHH!!

lega aku, aku smpai just sblm lecturer stat kls..

aku ngantuk gler x tdo 1 mlm tmbh dgn kls penuh ari 2 mmg aku rse x pijak bumi..

nsib ar..pandai2 sgt kuar..

what d hell!!

what d hell is wrong wif me..

i manage to insult her..

i still love her..

DAMN!!

i mad at her..she doesnt deserve me..

but i still love her..

what wrong wif me..

i cant accept the fact that she is hepi..

she doesnt deserve 2..

she broke my heart and my life is a living hell after that..

BUT

did she care??

NOOOOOOOOO

she all hepi wif her snior..

im just a toy..

everybody just want me bcoz of my money..

WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!!!

there is no place 4 people like u in this world..

ur are the worst kind of people..

HEARTBREAKER..

damn..why the heck i still love you..

i want to 4get bout you..but i cant..

i have to live like this bcoz of you..

THANX A LOT!!

i feel sorry 4 u sumtime bcoz u nver did see how much i love u..

u just want sum1 u love 2 love u..

i feel sorry 4 myself also..

bcoz i still hope a person like u to come back in my life..

ARGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH

I MISS U SO MUCH..

AT THE SAME TIME IM MAD AT YOU

its not me to be mad but i just cant take it anymore..

im a person okay not a toy..

you can toy wif my feelim..

i hope u get what u deserve..

i wont laugh at you but i will be there 4 u..

party!!

ni kek besday ank sdara ku..

bnyk kan..3 je pun..tp hbs..

yg no 1 2 best..tp kak aku ske yg coklat 2..

abis tau sme kek..laku gler..

ni plak gmbr ank sdara ku aka besday gurl..

comel kan dia..

tp ni gmbr x jadi..nak amik gmbr dia snyum sbnrnye..

ni gmbr time kenduri spupu ku

ni sme adik bradik ayh aku dan pengantin..

ni je gmbr yg smpat amik sbb bnyk keja..

gmbr lain dlm fon kakak ku dan kamera dslr spupuku..

cantik kan pengantin perempuan 2..

bertuah spupuku...

my uni

this is my desk mse sem 1 ari tu..final exam ktekn jd brterabur la skit..hehehe

skang meja dah bersih..x de brg sgt pun lg sbb x beli lg..

kne beli buku tp mhal gler n elaun x msuk ag jd x nak beli la..ha3

nt post gmbr meja skang plak..x amik lg etek..

ni plak frame gmbr yg ade ats meja aku..

yg sblh kiri tu gmbr kakak aku pmbtulan skang dah ex..

dan yg sblh kanan 2 gmbr adk aku ex jgk..gmbr mse dia kcik..

2 je etek gmbr adk aku yg ade..comel dia mse kcik n muka dia x brubah..

frame ni still ade d ats meja aku skang..

ntah knp aku still ltak..can let go of the past i guess..emmm

ni la blok rumah aku..7 tngkat smenye..

aku dup tngkt 3 je..

h3p! b3$d@y

HEPI BESDAY TO MY NEICE

24th nov is my niece besday n dis saturday is her besday party..

semalam dah smpai umah abg..pnteng klas ari jumaat..hehehe

first week dah pandai pontem..bkn blajar lg pun..

mak n abh otw from klntan..ari ni bgn awl g tesco beli brg..

pahtu kmas dpur..bru je siap..so time tuk rest plak..

t!r3d

hei awk..

bkn sng sy nak lpekn awk..

sy bkn mcm awk,sng brubah hati..

awk ingt sy x cbe ke lpekn awk..

stiap mse sy cbe lpekn awk tp x blh..

sy dah x blh syg org lain mcm sy syg awk..

awk phm x skang..mmg la awk syg org lain..

tp ape g blh sy buat..x de org blh ganti awk dlm hdup sy..

dsbbkn dia x bg sy cte psl dia ke org lain jd dlm blog je la..

awk mmg x de prasaan..skjap kte syg sy skjap kte x syg..

mne 1 awk ni?? x ksah la..

awk dah x nak sy n awk dah tinggal sy..

thank a lot 4 everytim..

snggup awk bg blk adiah ari jadi awk yg sy bg..

what heartless thing to do..

i may seem okay but im crying in the inside..

u make my life like hell right now..

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!!!

IT SEEM THAT EVERY RELATIONSHIP I FAILED!!

luahan hati

salam..

kpd farhani rosli,

ore syg sgt ke farah..

ksh syg ore skit pun x brubah sjak dri kt dc spa farah plh k.eya..

ore sntiasa 2nggu farah kembali kpd ore..

tp ore tau 2 x kan terjadi..

ore x leh nak lpakn farah dan sme kngan semasa kte dc..

ore blh nmpk yg farah syg sgt2 ke k.eya..

ore x standing ngan dia..

ore tau yg farah dah x syg kokre dah..

just my luck..but im sick of crying bcoz of u..

kpd nurul fatihah,

yow kak ore tp ore serow spow x de kak pun..

ore antar mcg x bls,blh trime ag tkut x de kedit..

tp staro ore kol pun x angkt x tau la 2..

ore tau la yow ade gewe mesti petim ke gewe kan..

kow ke hanum plk..yow ade kte nak adk lain kan..

im not good enough..

ore g asrama td dgn hrapan dpt jpow yow tp x..

ore bg kertas result ore yow x se amik..

ore nak jpe yow,yow x se..

ore phm yow sbuk kes nak stpm dah tp bkn g2 cre dia..

ore je la kokre yg yow buzy,ni x lyn ore trus..

im human k n i have feelim..

TODAY

HEY

im miserable..

td jpe dia,kakak dia ajk mnum skali..

lme gler x jpe..lpas la jgk rndu..

but i miss her so mush..so close but yet far away..

i cant keep living like this..

to her im just a toy..

and my big sis mcm x ske aku..

aku trime sme prangai dia..

dia blh jd insensitive kdg2..

JUST MY LUCK

THATS ALL I GUESS..

nak cite sme bnyk sgt..so lain kali ar

i want to stop crying

hari ni pegi amik anugerah pbsm..

best la jgk smpai x pegi blarok spa..

tp...........

ari ni aku dpt tau ape yg aku tau slame ni sme slh..

aku ltih hdup mcm ni..

jd x prnh pun ade org yg syg aku..

aku cube brfikiran matang tp skit sgt hati ini..

SUM1 HELP!!!!!!

WILL SUM1 LOVE ME!!!!

knp aku seorang sje yg prlu lalui sme ni..

aku dah x blh nak pendam sme ni..

i need a shoulder to cry on..

will sum1 lend me one??

borim thap gaban

hey
im here alone at home
notim 2 do
i cant even see d person i love cause its hurt 2 much
i want dis feelim 2 go away
plizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

sme org yg aku syg dah bahgia dsmping org yg mereka syg
i want 2 be hepi 4 them
but damn it hurt
i wish sum1 understand me
i want sum1 2 love me
pyh sgt ke
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
WHY ME???????????
ENOUGH

home is waitim

yeay2x
ari ni blk kltan dah..
bas mlm ni tp beg dah siap packim..
smngat kan..tp sdih la plak nak tnggal puncak alam..
blk ni blh jpe sme org yg aku rndu..
agak borim jgk dup umah lme2 ni..

smlm paper fizik n ntah blh jwb ke x..
pkir nak blik je..
insyaALLAH la dpt result elok..
klu blh 4 FLAT..amin..

bdk form 3 dah stat pmr..
harap jnior2 ku dpt jwb dgn elok..

wait 4 me KELANTAN

not!m

today is d birthday of sum1 special 2 me..

i want to wish happy birthday but sumtim block me..

so i can only say it in here..here goes notim..

happy birthday farah..hope u have a wonderful life wif the one u love..

im always be here 4 u..

present lmbt skit skang x de duit..

sori..

dan kepada sme jnior2 ku yg akn mnduduki pmr 4/10..

GUD LURCK KAMU SEMUA.

ore doakn kajayaan sme..

dont panic and be well perpare..

dah nak blk,yea2..

tp sblm 2 kne mndduki last paper iaitu fizik..

ARGH!!!!

bencinye,mls dah pun study ni..

esop mlm ade pemilihan tuk team..

nak pegi n hrap trpilih biarpun x pndai sgt main..

YA ALLAH,kau tlg la hmbamu ini..

AMIN

nak off dah!!

dah ngantuk n x tau nak wat pe..

so baik tdo je la..

esop,kira ari ni ar priksa final ctu aka tassawur..x tau eja cmne..

nak stud mls..bkn nak kte bjak tp mmg mls dri kcik ag..

wish me luck 4 those yg bce..hahaha

okey..nitez evryone..

=(

sy akhirnye dpt trime knyataan yg dia bkn mlikku..

mybe sy dah smkin mtg..ye ke..hehehe

tp itu la ape yg sy perlu buat..

ltih dah nangis jd mls dah nak nangis..

so i hope that i can move on and find sum1 that will love me..

poyo kan..hahaha

4 purple n merah..

i hope u 2 will work it out n stop fighting..

i can see u both love each other...

im okey wif dat..

sy syg kamu berdua..

hope can still be close frenz..

wish 4 d best 4 u 2..

hepi always k..

l@st n!ght

smlm x blh tdo!!!

ntah kul brape la sy trtdo..

dan mcm biase bgn lmbat..hehehe

smlm bual ngan room8 psl entrtaiment..

tny pndpt..dia prnh kapel etek..

mmg pyh la ble kwn kte syg org yg kte syg..

frenz first bak kte sum1 2..

so sy pun undrkn dri biarp skit..

tp demi kbaikkn..

hope korang bahgia..

as 4 me, im waitim 4 sum1..

tp sia2 je sbnrnye..

pnjg ctenye..yg 2 lain kali cte..

esop xam tssawur...

mls btl bce..

aduh la..

nak blk!!!

td entrtaiment kjut bgun tdo srh g stud..

thanx..x jd nak tdo spa..

dpt mcg awk pun dah wat sy hepi gler..lwak kan..

hahaha..

ops!!

ari ni ari jd mak aku..

aku x ingt nsb baik abg ingtkn..

sori mom..and thanx bro..

sdih skit ari ni..

entertaiment dah g skul..borim la camni..

nak final tp x de mud lasum nak stud..

iysh3x..ape nak jd la..

hahaha..

thinkim a present to buy 4 my mum..

h@! aw@k

hari ini dpt knl ngan ssrg..

best dpt chat ngan dia..hahaha

awk ptut bngga tau..

biarpun bru knl sy hrap kte dpt knl lg rapat..

=)

ramadhan dah msuk n aku ingin brubah...

rmai x ske pranga aku..aku x tau pranga ape..

tp aku cbe brubah..hidup utk puaskn org lain kan..

ape kte rse x petim..

4 sum1 i really miss u so much and i nver stop loving u..

biarpun awk dah ade org lain..

4 sum1 else...

im sori dat u hate me..

i love u and im doing my best not to trouble u..

sori k..im not d perfect sister..

ore trime yow x cye kokre..

ore pun x cye ke dri sndri..

now,pmberi smngat n nchat dah x de..

ore kne pndai2 hdup sndri..

doakn ore k..i hope i'll be okey..

sick of crying

tired or trying

yeah i am smiling

but inside i am dying....

hidup ni mmg mltihkan or hdup aku je kut...

spnjng hdup dtnggalkan..

mybe sbb dri aku kut..

aku pun x tau knp..

pnat mncari ksh syg..

dan skang ni dah x hiraukn org trus..

x de kwn blh je hdup..fiy 4 sum1 2..