Monday, February 13, 2012

i dun know what d hell im feeling right now
everytim is so mix up
i miss her..i still love..
but that just me..she doesnt love me anymore..
i dun know anytim anymore..
i cant smile and i cant cry..
im stuck n i dun know how to escape..
sum1 pliz come and rescue me from dis..
i dun 2 feel like dis anymore..
everytim change..everyone change..why the heck im still d same..
i want to see her..i want her to tell me that she love me..
how selfish i am being..
she doesnt even care bout me..
she hates me..she hates being my sis..
she embarrassed being my  sis that why she doesnt want anyone to know..
im a bad girl that no one want..
i dun about anytim anymore coz i dun have a heart..
my heart is stolen and also my mud is gone..
i dun care what happen to me..
i dun even feel anytim when i study..
notim is important..everytim is troublesome..

Saturday, February 11, 2012

heartless

hey my blog..
sorry lme x cre kmggu dpn dah msuk mggu ke 12..
n ade dua mggu je lagi blaja n then final..
i was thinking working in kl after asasi wif my junior..
x tau la abah bagi ke x..
i just dun want to go back to kelantan..
so many dark memories and i will go and see her..
i dun want to see her..
i want to 4get everytim and be hepi but i cant..
i hurts so damn much..im sick of crying..

here a confession..
i miss her so much..i want to see her..i want to talk to her..
sadly i cant..she is hepi wif out me n i dunwant to ruin dat..
beside if i contact she will get mad at me..
thnk 4 evrytim,i mean it..
im afraid to love anyone bcoz of you..