mmg nak mrh org gler ar ari ni..

dsar laki  mulut x de insuran..

aku pyh kut nak trase ati tp gpo mg wat td mmg x leh dmaafkn

jgn hrap lpas ni aku nak baik ngan kau

tmbah ngan diorng asyik knekan aku ngan bdk laki ni

dah la bdk 2 hampeh

aku x ske la couple ni..

nak resign ar camni

hampeh je sume

ari ni jiwa aku kcau

ptg td kol adk aku..kcian dia..dia skit tekak..ade tonsil ktenye..

tny dia exam cmne n dia kte truk..mmg pun..

dia ade 2 fail..aduh la..x tau nak wat cmne..just blh bagi nchat..

berusaha la ya adk..anda boleh..

notim much happen today..2 je kut..

aku nak cari kije yg kedua..x leh hdup ngan gaji kfc..

so nak cari katne u  x tau..tp nak jgk..

klu aku buzy aku x de mse nak pkr psl bdk2 ni..

ADK KU pun dah okay blaja kat sne..

just hrp dia ingt pesan aku..rsau jgk kat dia tp krg skit dri dulu..

jge diri kamu ye ADK KU..ingt pesanan KAKAK KU ni..

sme org dah smkin matang..aku sorang je belum..

nak wat cmne..bodo jgk aku ni..haha

bru sdr dri 2 bodo..x tau nak wat ape aku ngan hdup aku..

asyk x leh lpas kngan silam..im still living in d past..

aku nak jgk lpekn sme bnda dan mulakan hdup baru..

atsal x leh ek..sme org yg aku knl dah move on ngan hdup msg2..

bgus la..im hepi 4 u all..aku ttap sme dgn time skul dlu..

aduh la..

skang kije gaji dia skit,x ckup mkn..
jd aku nak kije part time kat tmpat lain..

2 kije dlm 1 mse..biar x de mse aku nak pkir psl bnd yg x spatutnye..

2 mggu lg aku nak blk kltn..ada hal lgpun rndu bumi kltn..haha

berat hati nak blk..so many sad memory there that i dun want2 remember..

dats just me who can move on wif her life..

org lain tgh bahgia kte asyk dup ingt kngan lame..

maybe i am an idiot..

ngaji jah pndai,soal hidup tnggang langgang..

kne ade org bg direction 2 pun x btl jgk ag..

hahaha..

sumtim 2 say

hey

i deserve to be hepi right

tp aku x hepi un

aku blh senyum tp x de makna un

hahaha

even snyum palsu pun x de org perasan

NOBODY CARE BOUT U LA SYAIRAH!!

jgn prasan sgt la

manager aku kte muka aku natural amik pelanggan

x phm aku maksud dia

dah la aku mnyampah ngan dia

x de arah jnji nak kije spa rye

klu x dah lme aku resign

im so tired of everybody dat used me

syg sum1 pun mcm hampeh

x pndai btl plh org nak syg

i miss all of them..dammit!!

nak antar mcg konfem x dbls

mganggu je kije aku ni

org tgh bahgia pun nak ganggu..ape la

who am i kidding

im still crying from seeing their photos

especially u F****H!!

ur so good to me..pliz come back..

dun u misz me

i know u have sum1 else n u love her so much

i can see dat..i dun care if u dun even want to take care bout me

just pliz come back 2 me again

im begging u

everyone keep saying they love me

do they even know what dat word mean

i so sick of being hurt

NOBODY REALLY LOVE U IN THIS WORD SYAIRAH

REMEMBER THAT!!

i dun know what d hell im feeling right now

everytim is so mix up

i miss her..i still love..

but that just me..she doesnt love me anymore..

i dun know anytim anymore..

i cant smile and i cant cry..

im stuck n i dun know how to escape..

sum1 pliz come and rescue me from dis..

i dun 2 feel like dis anymore..

everytim change..everyone change..why the heck im still d same..

i want to see her..i want her to tell me that she love me..

how selfish i am being..

she doesnt even care bout me..

she hates me..she hates being my sis..

she embarrassed being my  sis that why she doesnt want anyone to know..

im a bad girl that no one want..

i dun about anytim anymore coz i dun have a heart..

my heart is stolen and also my mud is gone..

i dun care what happen to me..

i dun even feel anytim when i study..

notim is important..everytim is troublesome..

heartless

hey my blog..

sorry lme x cre kmggu dpn dah msuk mggu ke 12..

n ade dua mggu je lagi blaja n then final..

i was thinking working in kl after asasi wif my junior..

x tau la abah bagi ke x..

i just dun want to go back to kelantan..

so many dark memories and i will go and see her..

i dun want to see her..

i want to 4get everytim and be hepi but i cant..

i hurts so damn much..im sick of crying..

here a confession..

i miss her so much..i want to see her..i want to talk to her..

sadly i cant..she is hepi wif out me n i dunwant to ruin dat..

beside if i contact she will get mad at me..

thnk 4 evrytim,i mean it..

im afraid to love anyone bcoz of you..

yo!

dah lme x tulis dlm blog..sori ye blog..

mgg dpan dah blk..hepi gler!!

mlm ni ade saringan basket tuk arena asasi n final asasi got talent..

x leh tgk housemate n classmate perform sbb ade basket 2..

wish me luck la everyone..smlm tdo kul 2 lbh pahtu bgn kul 6 lbh g main basket..

dah la kls kul 8.30,kul 8.15 bru naik n cpat2 g mndi n rushing pegi kls..

fuhh..nasib baik smpat tp mmg ltih gler..spatutnye 2 kls td tp ltih sgt..

ape lg,pontem ar.classmate ajak..naik blk tdo mmg nikmat ar tdo..

skali housemate dtg kjut tp x nak bgn,ltih sgt..dia srh wat kije csc..

sbb due date dia ari ni sblm kul 5..so aku tiru org jela..

senang kije,x yah pkr2..skang ni tgh mngidam mcd...

sum1 tlg bwk mcd kat aku,lpar jgk ni..

x leh mkn berat ptg ni sbb nak lawan..

td tgh main ade la kak degree ni ajar cmne nak main n strategi..

merangkap jd coach ktrang kut..tp tgn aku belok ar..asyik x msuk je bola..

23/12 ni aku blk n aku nak kongsi 1 mcg yg ank murid mak aku antar..

sweet gler,prmpuan deh.

"7 hari",Allah m'cptakn "BUMI" yg dlmnye trdpat

"7 BENUA","7 SAMUDERA" & diatsnya ada "7 LAPIS LANGIT",

dgn hiasan "7 WARNA PELANGI" sebagai tanda "7 BIDADARI"

Muka surat pertama dlm Al-Quran(AL-Fatihah) terdpt "7AYAT" dan

"7 hari lagi" kita akan mnymbut kplngan org yg bce mcg ni..

welcome back..

x de kije

kelmarin, ari ni dan esok cuti..

so kije aku adlh qada tido..

smlm aku bgn kul 1.30 ptg dah tdo kul 9 pg td..

x btl kan..aku bgn dkt kul 6 td 2 pun kwn aku kol..

tutor chem ngan fizik x siap lg jd kne siapkn mlm ni..

smlm main gtar jap..bkn kjap lme jgk..hehehe

dah alang2 beli gitar jd main ar klu x bazir duit..

mggu ni aku x kluar pun sbb nak jmat duit..

tp rmai gler kuat sbb cuti lama..

ni dup kat mcd sbb lpar..x mkn lg hari ni lgpun mengidam fries mcd..

blk nt nak wat tutor chem..tutor math smlm pun ade soklan yg x leh jwb..

kwn kte genius tp tutor pun x leh jwb..tau tiru org je etek..hehehe

i misz her la..smlm tgk playful kiss smpai pg td..hbis bru tido..

mlm sblm 2 aku nangis..dah lme x nangis entah knp air mata aku kuar..

i misz d old times..i misz her..i want to see her..i want to talk to her..

why cant i 4get d past..

everybody has changed and i need 2 change also..